Alone

Do you ever realize, during a crushing case of the forever alones, that you’re lamenting on the internet to other people about your alones and that these other people seem to care enough about you to listen to you?

And even though they can’t be there in meatspace,
even though, for all its wonder, chat is never fast enough when your emotions are going ten places at once,

even though no matter how fast you go, line after line spilling across the screen in an obnoxious wall of words, you can never render text fast enough to describe your feelings and thoughts,
the hand motion and leg twitch and lip chewing that hold their own place in conversation…

There are people in the world that care about you enough to listen,
and that’s kind of giving me a case of the feels in a major way so,

Thank you. For everything.

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About inkywaters

Just another semi-confused soul in the endless aether.

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